Tuesday, December 13, 2011

BYU GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is official!
I am a BYU graduate. 

GEOSpatial Intelligence is such a perfect fit for me.  
 
I took my last two finals today and just bawled as I walked down the hill from campus for the last time as a student.  I am SO happy it is finished.  I am SO proud of what I've done.  I am SO thankful to my Father in Heaven for seeing me through.
I am SO thankful to the support I've had every step of the way from my children, my sister and my brothers.  There is no way this ever would have been possible without them. 


Everything I've said has been so cliche'.
I DON'T CARE!!!  I'm happy and I feel so brave.


This is a dream come true for me.  
I've ached to be a BYU graduate since I first set foot on campus in the early 1970s.


For someone who has a treasure chest of loose ends in her life, this girl has finally tied some up and it feels FANTASTIC!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

doc MARTIN obsess much?


Thanx4


Thanks for

being a listener

getting over slights

being happy for others' successes

genuinely caring about everyone outside of you

forgiving offenses, intentional or perceived

staying on the path even when you are on it alone

having feelings of wanting to be a family anyway

remembering

noticing

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Friday, June 10, 2011

Nothing to Envy

Small miracles sure add up.

.....Persuasive writing ended on the 3rd cuz the teacher is due and didn't want to deal with class on her due date. Presentations of our argument papers (What Are The Consequences Of Remote Sensing On National Security). No final at all!

.....Quantitative Reasoning suddenly changed today to presentations of the final chapters in the text in lieu of a final exam! The presentations (mine is on symmetry in mathematics) are on Monday.

.....History of Modern Korea is the only class that remains intense until the final next week. Thanks to the reprieve from the other two classes, I will actually have just enough time to write the final paper, memorize the final list of terms for a quiz Monday, and take the final (filling two blue books...) during finals week.
Today I finished reading Nothing to Envy by Barbara Demick. Personal accounts of life in North Korea. Wow. So much suffering at the hands of a selfish evil dictator. Professor says most Americans don't even know much about Korea and frankly don't care. True that. I had no idea of the extent of the conditions. Sent me back to USSR / USA Cold War days and what I learned about then.

These were good reads as well. I have really enjoyed this class, I have to say. After the torture of Middle East history and geography classes, this has been a nice change and I actually found an interest in the subject.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Mutha*

Mutha's day is over.

Why do I cringe when it comes around? Probably because its a sore subject for me in a variety of ways. We won't go into those here because we ain't got that kinda time.

I have to say, though, that my kids did make it a special day and WITHOUT COACHING! I'm dead serious! AJ got up early, mowed lawns, trimmed shrubbery, went to the store to purchase weed killer and then weed-killed....Then he did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen before helping CC cook dinner (meat and potatoes, my favorite). On top of all that, he presented a pair of Toblerone he had picked up just for the occasion. I was so blown away. What an effort! SCORE!!! Let's not be neglectful of CC here....she made sure I was looked after and she had gone to the trouble of getting me some scrumptious vanilla hand soap all tied up in a ribbon. Very sweet and just the scent that I like too.

So, that's over.

What next......

I miss my brothers and sister. I really miss them at times and flash back to those years of watching them grow up. We see each other so little. Too much time goes by between visits and then when the visits end it hurts. This is all on me. It is what it is.


Sunday, May 1, 2011

Pass the Catch-up

What the heck takes me so long to write in this blog? This is embarrassing! Let's dive right in:

Last semester (WINTER 2011) was the usual sweetness and light with the same anxiety and stress as ever. And, as we all know and have come to expect me to say, the classes were killer and wicked hard!!!

1-Geographic approach. 1st geog class for freshmen (taken as a senior). >yawn<
2-German. Let's just say that the teacher said Oktoberfest was "no big deal in Germany, it is just made a big deal here by Americans"... Suffice it to say, the teacher (a student in German literature, mind you) was a newby.


3-Middle East Geography. Prof: pro-Palestine; "LDS Sunday school lessons are remiss because they don't teach that...." wow.
4-Advance Statistics for Geographers. Complex calculus, text with typos and errors. Prof: got befuddled himself trying to explain this mess. I often daydreamed of hucking the textbook with all my might as far as I could huck it!
5-Capstone part 2 (Intelligence briefing). I missed part 1 so started behind the curve. Rose to the top of the class. Read 25 books! Prof: retired Lt. Col., Air Force, HUMINT officer.

There were some good moments though, I have to admit. My teachers all liked me and made efforts to connect with me both in and out of class. That was kinda nice, you know, to be visible.

Another good thing was being selected for several scholarships over the course of the semester. Honestly, I never would have thought it possible to actually make money by going to school full time.
An organization called LDS Philanthropies contacted me to ask my permission to use my school career story and scholarships in a new publication. They took 20 or more photos of me to include in the write-up and sent me prints of the selection of my choice.

Finally, I got the title of Freak of Nature, but in a very good way from my Intelligence professor. He said that I am one of the few people who "get it" and that is so uncommon that I am a freak of nature because of it. He let slip that I'd be getting one of the few A's he gives for his class!

Of course, waiting for grades to post is always tense because I have no confidence in my overall performance on exams, quizzes, etc. To be sure, I give it my all, such that my all is anymore, and I have to be satisfied with my work because other obligations in my life require their pounds of flesh as well. I am generally convinced that I will get C's (or sometimes worse) in my courses. I fall for that every single semester!!!!!

The truth is in the posted final grades. As always, I am stunned by the outcome....High marks and no clue how that came about. Well, that's not true. I do have a clue. And I pray to Him often!!

The term (SPRING 2011) has begun already. Three classes back to back.

1-History of modern Korea. Prof: Nazi, expects correct pronunciation of Korean terms {뭐든간에}, must memorize dates, places, historical significance of those terms; quiz weekly; 5 papers. JOY.
2-Persuasive writing. Prof: Pregnant and due, distracted, 7 papers, 25 short papers. HUH?
3-Quantitative reasoning. Prof: PhD candidate in geometric mathematics; never taught before; complicates simple concepts; quizzes daily, paper weekly; homework would kill the population of a small village in China and all their chickens.

As far as work goes, I earn my living off of the crumbling of relationships of others. Isn't that ironic? Working for a divorce attorney is like that.

CC and AJ drive like pros now.
Go get groceries. *poof*
The car needs gas. *poof*
CC/AJ needs a ride to X. *poof*
It is all the bonus that I dreamed of and more!
And to think that they are now driving the very same car that they themselves rode in - strapped into carseats - long ago. I'm lovin' it!

Well, gotta go. Been nice catchin' up with ya.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Ich lebe...



Ich lebe, weil du mein Atem bist.
Du bist für mich mein zweites ich...

Saturday, January 1, 2011